Tears Of the Sun

I don’t have class on Monday, not after I drop the Monday subject data mining. Today I wake up on 8, didn’t set alarm for tat. It’s great to wake up “naturally” so you wouldn’t feel disturbed from ur slumber overnight. After making small prayer to God, I went to brush my teeth, then put my clothes into the washing machine. Then I set another movie on “Tears Of The Sun 2003” while waiting for the washing progress. Out of my surprise half an hour later, the clothes was only soaked, not washed by the machine (crap! Ktr should revise the machine functions from time to time). What to do? I have to wash them “manually” lol. Haizzzz….Then I make up my mind to mop my room since I have already get in wet. After tat is a morning bath.

By the end of all tat, it’s nearly 11 d. I sat down and finish the movie. It was about war between American soldiers and guerrilla soldiers in Africa. In war, we can’t really judge whether killing the enemy is a good deed or bad. However, there is this quote by the end of the movie, quite interesting, surprisingly they put tat by the end of the movie, seems to be educational, ha!

“The only thing necessary for the triumph of evil is for good men to do nothing”---Edmund Burke

I think it’s partially true, if not all true. Sometime the good men have to rise up to make this world move according to some humanity law. Bad and good sometime cannot differentiate between one another. But there is things u know deep inside ur hearts u cannot do, or u should do. In mandarin we call tat良心，my eng is not pro enuf to translate it into the appropriate word.

Well, tat’s all for tis sharing. Might find no main point here, simply just my thoughts and feelings.All rojak! Have a nice dayJ

English

I guess this is probably the first time I am actually blogging in english. It’s not tat I am reluctant to blog in english, but I think I have used to involved in creation of my “masterpiece” in mandarin. Ha! Erm, anyhow…here I go for the first bloging in english, might try some more in times to come. Since english is international language, lingua franca (as people call it to be, even mandarin get the second place or so!), I think more might share my thoughts or feeling, at least when I am writing in english.

What to tell? Today is Sunday. I went to service as usual, then I just leave in a hurry. It was strange, my feeling, can’t tell much bout it, but just very uneasy. It was like thousands of ants crawling all over my body. Then I pamper myself with 2 movies (the ugly truth & the lengend of chun li)…wan some comment on the movie? Well, I love the ugly truth more. It is about the story between a man and a women, B&G relationship was “officially” discussed inside the movie, sex-centered. I guess, the ugly truth about man always think of having sex wif women is true. However, I really dun think all man care only about having sex. Sex is not wrong, but having it the wrong way is wrong. What is the wrong way, you might ask? Well, the whole world under the influence of this thing call “mass media” might have told u it’s ok to have sex wif someone u really in love wif in this modern world. If u ask me, I would say a no to tat. I have to admit, the temptation is big, esp the one u in love wif also in love wif u. But I really think sex as a perfect present u give to someone who can love u completely. U can only tell tat wen tat someone willing to have a bonding (marriage) wif u. I know, I am like an old man telling all this stuff. Agree or not, tat’s ur choice, I am just telling my opinion.

These days, I am still thinking of many imperfect things, many of them is about me. I am an imperfect guy.  Hard to express it in words.  Just wan to express my uneasiness, ha! But I’ll try to improve. There is no people born to be loser, u can always strive for wat u long to be in life. Hope I really try my best to be in the position I wan to be.

Later I’ll do my assignment for this week. One thing bother me most now in academic field is the final year project, dunno where to start, and dunno if I can make it. God bless me. Ways to go, everyone!

随意写

       很久没写东西了。今晚刚弹好琴回到房已经十二点多了。爸爸现在在中国教书，家里只剩下妈妈，妹妹和弟弟。如果现在我在家的话，生活应该不会这样“显”吧? 哈！搞不好还更够力“显”。礼拜天也弹琴，这两次的弹奏可以省下一个月的生活费，等拿到钱了叫爸爸少进一个月的生活费给我，我欠家里太多钱了。很奇特的，这次又是写到钱。真的，我离现实生活不远了。买车， 购屋这样的盘算在脑海中渐渐频繁。

       好夜了，得听些新歌，礼拜天要弹的。接下来有最后一个礼拜的假期又开课了。

       各位，晚安！